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[Fujo Jigen]

Hello everybody as you may or may not know I am KitsunePan! I am a neutral kitsune with fur that is dirty blonde with a redish tint and black edges/ends and of course white underbelly and white tail tip. I am a Kitsune who was put into the body of an unborn child by my kitsune mother, I dont remember who or what but someone or something was after our skulk and thats basically all I remember family wise, I do remember things I was taught though by my kitsune mother when it comes to kitsune's and their abilities.

When I was a small child my body's older sister slammed my head into a table so hard I not only lost my memories as a kitsune but I would randomly pass out for 2 years afterwords. I was in high school when I finally got a sudden memory and alot of them came back to me at once, unfortunately not all. Although I still have some memory loss so please excuse me in some cases.

I dont remember 'where' I was born originally yet though I do remember I was born in the northern part of the world in the woods by the ocean where there is alot of rain and nice breezes. I atleast remember the images of my homeland I just cant tell you where on a map it is lol.

Anyways In this 'life' as I call living in this body, I am a 24 (soon to be 25 on 4/18) year old female, Im from the north-east of the US and currently live in the south.....(what where my parents thinking  ) anyways I work as a computer technician intern for a school system in the area so If you ever have any trouble with your computer let me know I'll try and help out as much as I can!


Update: I just realized something, even though I know we got seperated, I dont remember anything about my father at all, so for all I know he could or could not be kitsune.....I dont know but that thought just popped in my head....like an "o crap!" moment... its like was I assuming he was kitsune because my mother was or something like that? I mean I dont even remember what he looks like... *sigh* ah well I'll just figure it out later.... Ill be updating this part with whatever memories I can think of or in this case contemplate....

[tsukos]

Interesting and funfunfun! Your hyperness is making me hyper over the internet!

So... it's all your sister's fault.

That sounds like a great if unspecific place to live

And... I notice you keep separating your kitsune self from your human life ^^;.

And... not to burst your bubble but unless you know how to get out of your own head then you're kinda stuck for a life... and that doesn't have to be a bad thing, I don't think, nor something that needs to be divorced from who we are: I am me and you are you regardless of what bodies we inhabit ^^;

Sorry if that's upsetting or insulting or anything I just thought it odd and worth calling attention to 

[Fujo Jigen]

actually Im not as hyper as I'd like to be but in order to do that I need lemonade!   

yes....yes it is all her fault....

Its my memories that keeps it live for me though I miss it greatly  I can still feel that breeze though its the type of trees that make me believe its in the northern hemisphere, sorry but it was 'not' tropics nor was it an island lol.

actually I still see myself as myself, I just did that to make explaining things easier, as I've said before Ive had friends I had to explain things to 10 times before they got it so I pretty much got the explanation down pat where a toddler can understand it (and to think I was explaining it to high schoolers and collage students)

as for the get out of my own head thing, thats where things get complicated I can actually get out, the problem is I dont remember what I did after I left when I come back in  , but yes I am attatched to this body till its death it is my body and nobody elses damnit!  mine I tell you! MINE!!!  sorry had to make fun of it 

and dont worry its not upsetting nor insulting or anything its just my wonky way of explaining things after so many years of dealing with wonky people dont mind it  besides its very hard to upset me over anything nowadays.

[Yokaze]

Well hi first off ^^ *gives a bowl of Kitsune Udon*

OBE travel memories are treated by the mind like dream memories, and thus are often simply erased unless you do practices to retain that sort of memory. You could also do astral travel while awake through the meditation method and bypass that little annoyance. ^^

[Hakuzo NightFox]

Welcome aboard. Interestingly enough, I hold a computer degree as well. I hope you can find wisdom here, and your own path as well.

[StormFox]

Umm.. Kinda weird, you already posted quite a bit, but uh.. welcome

Hehe.. I'm working as an intern as well right now, and lol, also computer related, software engineer...
I can fix computers, but I tend to break my own a lot as well 

[Fujo Jigen]

yeah sorry I tend to be a bit backwardss sometimes 

and wow small world XD though Im Hardware XD, although I know enough software to get buy and then sum, I just rather fix hardware, so if you need new hardware I can problably find you the parts you need for cheap. 

and I hope I fan find wisdom here as well, though Ive found alot already  I hope to find more as we all go along.

and thank you Yokaze for the Kitsune Udon! I actually find it kind of funny, even though I've physically havnt had kitsune Udon yet I have had regular Udon and that stuff is addicting!

and thank you for the advice I do do a bit of what you mentioned more so on the last thing mentioned, though not as much astral travel as just roam around my soul room going thru things trying to find where I stored those memories or atleast where then got thrown to after that head trauma, my soul room was trashed after that and doesnt help I got so caught up 'remodeling' that I kinda get destracted from looking sometimes.....well alot of times  other issue is that my brain doesnt like me and if I push to hard trying to remember instead of looking thru my soul room I get really bad headaches so I just try and do things a bit at a time and hope for another breakthrough 

also its morning, I just woke up so dont mind the wonkyness of what I just typed that and the typo's 

[Kira]

 
Mya, I like you.
You're cheerful!
 
And heh, I don't care much about memories.
I don't think they define who we are.
I'm still the same person in my dreams even though I have no or twisted memory of the real world in there.
Like a vase doesn't have to remember how it was made in order to be what it is.

[Fujo Jigen]

well my one friend in high school told me to never change because the world doesnt have enough of people like me, so I promised I would, even I agree this world needs a bit more innocence, happiness, and all around blunt honesty XD

also the reason I care for memories is cause theirs much you can learn from them and in my case its not much but a mass. 

its like they say learn your history so you can learn from the mistakes of the past. course that also makes me think of the saying, humanity never changes.....

[StormFox]

Like a vase doesn't have to remember how it was made in order to be what it is.

The vase may know that it was once made from clay though.. And perhaps find something to help in the future (  )

its like they say learn your history so you can learn from the mistakes of the past. course that also makes me think of the saying, humanity never changes..... fox_thoughtful

And we are not humanity, so can we change  ?

and wow small world XD though Im Hardware XD, although I know enough software to get buy and then sum, I just rather fix hardware, so if you need new hardware I can problably find you the parts you need for cheap.  Wink

Like most things I'm not either, or am both. I'm too much software person to a hardware person and too much hardware to a software person. (Though probably still closer to software, for now. )...

[Kyuuji]

Welcome 
while reading your intro the only thing i tough was
*JUMP ON YOU AND HUG TO DEATH !!* in a very positive way 
Don't ask me why it's only a feeling

[KitsuNeko]

PAN!!!
*Glomps*
How are you my buddy!!

[Fujo Jigen]

*dies* Hey hey! Glomping is a-okay in my book!  besdies you cant help but want to randomly glomp some people for no specific reason *shrugs* so thankies! *glomps back*

as for Kitsuko *extra tackle glomp* bout time you got on here baka! 

everyone this is my newly adopted sister Kitsuko, (yes Kitsuko I just adopted you) the one who I told everyone about who I've been almost always related to in previous lives in some way shape or form 

I apologize about her ahead of time....  

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