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« Reply #15 on: October 04, 2007, 06:14:42 AM »

Trust me.  You want to be as ordinary as possible; at least that way, people can believe you somewhat.  -.-;
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« Reply #16 on: October 04, 2007, 04:08:42 PM »

No, I only take medicines which the only side-effect is drowzyness...

Also, he tried it again... It was hard to control, I almost snapped out and gave in to what he wanted... It is cold... I fear it may be coming the time to let it go out...
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« Reply #17 on: October 04, 2007, 04:26:31 PM »

If you feel he's about to unleash himself, fucking get the fuck away from everyone and meditate. You have to or it will over-power you; you are so young and inexperienced. Worst case scenario, run. Run downtown, run to the beach, run to a zoo, just get far away and escape,move your ass out. It needs to feed, and using it to power you will weaken it. Sexual healing may work, but first you need to learn how to control it before you can harness it into doing your will. It is difficult to explain what it is so quickly. I’m about finished writing that post and will upload soon. I have to finish editing a few more; everything has it’s order.
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« Reply #18 on: October 04, 2007, 06:02:33 PM »

I don't know what to do... It doesn't want just any blood for no reason... It wants blood for justice... I'd try playing guitar, cause some rock'n roll strenghten my soul and allows me to fight off depression and other negative feelings... But I have no guitar.
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« Reply #19 on: October 04, 2007, 06:05:56 PM »

I'll explain soon enough. I must make sure all that I am about to post on this must be true. It takes a while to scan and retrieve the information, analyze it, verify it, and meditate on it until the truth is reveled. Transcribing it to text is a delicate and consuming process. I really haven't done anything here since working on it.
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« Reply #20 on: October 04, 2007, 06:12:27 PM »

Yes, very good Nogitsune. I was afraid noone will know to continue what I didn't know to advice with further. Yes, do run irl to other places, if you stay it stays with you, and I mean in your mind too if your mind stays. Yes, I realize now if I think about it. Go out and do something active and live like, not static and death like. It will at least keep you safe until we find something better (advice here goes to both Kyubi and Elmind as both have the same posession problem).
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« Reply #21 on: October 04, 2007, 06:19:54 PM »

Sexual healing is different from just having sex. If you have sex in that state, you can make you partner ill. Either you suck up their energy with malicious intent, or attack directly, or worse.
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« Reply #22 on: October 05, 2007, 04:36:24 AM »

Quote from: "Nogitsune no Negai"
Sexual healing is different from just having sex. If you have sex in that state, you can make you partner ill. Either you suck up their energy with malicious intent, or attack directly, or worse.

I really didn't know about that till now, though it sounds interesting, and I believe it can be very true and helpful. Won't get the chance to try that myself unfortunately :/ I'm straightly anthrophile and since there aren't any anthro furries physically on this world... :(
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« Reply #23 on: October 06, 2007, 04:30:58 AM »

I guess that it is afraid now... Because I heard someone sighing deep in my mind... I suppose that it is him... Hm... The shadows aren't scaring me anymore... However, it may try to break free once again... I hope I can hold him...
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« Reply #24 on: October 06, 2007, 07:51:32 PM »

Quote from: "elmind"
I guess that it is afraid now... Because I heard someone sighing deep in my mind... I suppose that it is him... Hm... The shadows aren't scaring me anymore... However, it may try to break free once again... I hope I can hold him...

Your afraid, that's good, because your true self is fighting against it. Now, the fear itself is a weakness, you must divert it's energy to create a worthy product.
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« Reply #25 on: October 07, 2007, 04:38:11 AM »

Perfectly agreed Nogitsune, I couldn't have said it better. Fear is a strong energy, that left alone is just fear, and controlled becomes strength. I have noticed that from my personal experience too, though it can be a little tricky.
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« Reply #26 on: October 07, 2007, 10:49:18 PM »

Fear... I hate that... Fear is the thing that creates power hungry fools and pigs. It also creates jerks who think just because they're big and strong they can do whatever they want. Tch! To hell with fear I see and rip'em to shreds. That's the evil in me...

Now my good... well I'll tell you that once I find it. Anyway not all demons are bad... only if you believe you are... Bit of useless wisdom...
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« Reply #27 on: October 17, 2007, 05:27:08 PM »

OK, i captured the drawing I made of my "inner beast" using my cellphone camera...
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« Reply #28 on: February 04, 2008, 02:02:43 PM »

That's interesting... I can't even describe what mine looks like at least you know your evil...
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« Reply #29 on: February 05, 2008, 01:37:57 PM »

One is not good or evil, one decides to be.
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