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    « on: March 18, 2010, 12:11:19 PM »

    Hi-

    Some of you probably remember me, some of you have probably never heard of me, and so I'm reintroducing myself and saying I'm deeply sorry for vanishing on you all. My life has been hectic and crazy but I kept in contact with Kira and lately just felt like *sort of* returning to Kitsuhana.

    Why did I leave? Aside from (as I stated) being busy, I came to a point in my life where I decided I was totally at peace with who and what I am. I realized that I didn't need total strangers to either accept or reject my spiritual beliefs, or to argue over the existence or validity of various pieces of Kitsune lore. However, that's not to say I felt my time here was worthless and to be honest, I missed this place. I wanted to offer an apology for showing up all theatrical and mysterious, starting some arguments, *sort of* getting accepted (I think?) lurking for a while, and then disappearing entirely for ages. I feel that was unkind of me. Also, as I just logged back in, I saw I had an old message I never responded to- I have some catching up to do it seems. I'm insanely busy at the moment, having just been signed on as the site artist for an MMO/Pet Game thing, but I just feel the urge to return, so here I am. Basic basic intro for those who don't know me-

    Arctic. Currently 20 physical years of age, female, 9 tails. I have personally decided to see tails as energetic batteries. Dunno how I got them. Dunno how anyone gets them. Doubt there is a way to determine that really, just know they're there and I use them to store energy. I don't see them as a status symbol and I don't feel I deserve any more or less respect than a Kitsune with one tail. I don't feel the need for formality and titles, so please, DON'T call me lady. I don't deserve it any more than the next fox.

    Also, I have decided to flat out say it. I believe that I am part therian- wolf, and my theory is that people with "mixed soul types" like I consider myself to be, is that different lifetimes can result in leaving impressions that can be permanent, depending on what happened that lifetime. I think I'm a Kitsune who spent one or multiple lifetimes in a normal wolf's body and it left permanent imprints in my soul. I also was in at least one other lifetime human, hence the chopstick theory listed in my original intro. If you don't believe in the validity of my theory, that's fine. I feel no need to debate it or prove myself, just treat me politely. I'm not here for arguments. Not even sure WHY I'm here besides having missed the forum. I found what I was looking for months ago. My Mate and I share the same beliefs- my brother and mom both know about my "kin-ness" and also are fine with it, essentially the people who's opinions really honestly matter to me have had reasonable talks with me about it and I am happy with the outcome.

    When I have time, I will go read all the posts I've missed until now, try and catch up with anyone who has tried to contact me, and if I need to, put a link to my old intro here. For now, however, I gotta run and shower and get to work. See you when I can, Kitsuhana!
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    « Reply #1 on: March 18, 2010, 01:19:02 PM »

     Wink
    It's nice to see you back sis *hugs*.
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    « Reply #2 on: March 18, 2010, 05:20:47 PM »

    Nice to meet you and Welcome back  Smiley
    I realized that I didn't need total strangers to either accept or reject my spiritual beliefs, or to argue over the existence or validity of various pieces of Kitsune lore.
    Well Kitsuhana is more to share our tough and come back on what we used to think then add these thing we did`nt tough and share again !

    EDIT : Bold/italic text mean to think but i`m not sure how to write it
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    « Reply #3 on: March 19, 2010, 08:46:20 AM »

    It is ok. Welcome back ^_^
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    « Reply #4 on: March 20, 2010, 01:40:47 PM »

    Welcome (back) and nice to meet you ^^
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    « Reply #5 on: March 20, 2010, 07:13:34 PM »

    I won't promise not to question your beliefs. I won't however, question them any more than I do my own. Each of us has experiences that have led us to our conclusions, and those can't be questioned, only analyzed for different meaning. I believe in time we'll all find what we need to find.

    I'm not sure if you were here for this, but there was a lively topic in "tails" basically discussing the idea that *display* of tails and *having them* were different- that myobu refrain from showing more than 9 out of reverence to Inari, and others show tails based on their rank- but may have more based on their ability. I have mixed feelings about the idea but it sounds like it may be related to what you said.
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    « Reply #6 on: March 21, 2010, 01:46:19 AM »

    Welcome back.

    I don't really care if someone else has nine or nine hundred tails, as it really does not affect me at all. So believe what you think is correct, and constantly try to figure out if you are wrong. It is usually far easier to disprove what you think you know, than to keep any illusion real.

    A good student tries to disprove what they know, and by doing so they learn that they know even less. A poor student tries to force their unproven and unsubstantiated ideas on others, and rejects any attempts at discussion or debate. The most important thing is that you are willing to learn and willing to change your mind.

    There was a bit of chaos the last time you were by, and things have quieted down a bit. Feel free to ask some deep and thoughtful questions while we idle the time away.

     :D

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    « Reply #7 on: March 21, 2010, 08:19:43 AM »

    Hello

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    « Reply #8 on: March 22, 2010, 03:04:53 PM »

    Welcome :]
    I just felt like posting because you seem vaguely familiar. Well, in any case...
    I know I speak for the whole community when I say... that I can't speak a single word for them. It's a shame, I know, but the cold hard truth none the less. Personally however, I think it's a pleasure to meet you - see you around.
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    « Reply #9 on: April 08, 2010, 02:49:17 PM »

    Hello, and welcome back! I've been kinda out of it myself, but I'll be here when I can.
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    « Reply #10 on: April 13, 2010, 06:28:23 AM »

    Welcome :]
    I just felt like posting because you seem vaguely familiar. Well, in any case...
    I know I speak for the whole community when I say... that I can't speak a single word for them. It's a shame, I know, but the cold hard truth none the less. Personally however, I think it's a pleasure to meet you - see you around.
    You can speak for me if you like ^^ I don't mind  Smiley


    Oh -and welcome (again)
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