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[Kitsunami]

Are there any tips, guidance or methods with which any of the wiser kitsunes on here could provide me with ?

I know little of myself as a kitsune, other than my name and occasionally the odd dream. My problem is that im a writer, and my imagination is very, very strong. Its like a raging torrent of images, colors and fantasy landscapes.

This is of course naturally a problem when trying to find myself, because i am not bound by 'reality' as defined by humans, since my imagination is always on overdrive. While i may for instance, imagine that i see myself a certain way, that may not be true at all. (i naturally have doubts about myself, my dragon guide is always trying to get me to drop them)

So, presumably i have 6 tails. Why ? Because i have had dreams in the past where i was a white vixen with 6 tails. I once asked a lot of my freinds, that if i was a kitsune how many tails do they think i would have, and having asked, they all thought 6. And of course, my dragon who's advice i highly value, believed me to have six.

Now i dont claim to be all powerful, i would be quite happy to discover myself and have just the one tail. It just felt 'right', thats just how i can describe the feeling i get when i think about my tails.

I have tried astral projection and meditation before now, but i have had no success. My overactive imagination is extroadinarily tough to 'calm' and ive yet to truly achieve holding it for a long period of time, and when i do clear my thoughts, i always lose track and will 'snap' out of it after a random amount of time then realise i was just staring off into nothing for awhile.

Apologies for the long post, it would just be rather comforting to find myself, and put a lot of my troubles to rest.

[Taoki]

It's very nice to have a strong imagination like that.. wish I still had that too. As for the tails, I never had any dreams or visions about kitsune to begin with (just feelings), so that's what I tried to feel / find my number of tails after. So far I believe to have 2 or 3 tails only, still not clear which of the two (I'm a younger vixy so yeah, not so many yet ). Wish I could help you more but surely someone else can say better how to find your tails. It would help me a lot to know too.

[Kitsunami]

I dearly hope so.

I have tended to just try things my dragon has suggested, and the occasional tidbit from online sources.

This site looks promising and i hope to at least move one paw closer

[Taoki]

I dearly hope so.

I have tended to just try things my dragon has suggested, and the occasional tidbit from online sources.

This site looks promising and i hope to at least move one paw closer

I'd advice you trust your dragon, hes most likely someone like your spirit guide and there to guide you if you need any help. Ask him if you have any questions and listen to his advice. Hope at least that advice helps more... from that I felt and seen though that's what such spirits are there for... to help and take care of someone.

[Shiori]

Ya I'd listen to your Guide. Maybe that is the best way.

[Kitsunami]

Hes an otherkin and very knowledgeable.

I am trying what he has told me to do, but have yet to clear my mind. I was just lookin for the imput of others thats all

[Kira]

Hm, I cannot quite bring myself to trust hzmans in these affairs. I listen to my summon friends and Evans-zita. I'll trust their judgement, and they've judged surprising ammounts of myth as wrong.

[Kitsunami]

myth is written by humans.

Myth is highly likely to be just that.

You can summon ? o_o

I wish i could find a spirit guide too...that would help much. My dragon has a guide, he did not tell me specifics though and i didnt press out of respect.

[Kira]

Well, I made my summon-friends basically all over they place. They're spirits from this world or the river of dreams that I'Ve made friends with, and now we stick together. And sometimes, when I need it, or when they decide to, or when I ask nicely, they grant me their powers, little as it may be in a world without ether.
 
I can call upon Reginleif for speed, or upon Bit for cold.
I have Meredy to guide me around in my dreams, and I got Ursula to give me fortitude when I need it.
And the list goes on, but it'S kinda off topic.

What might be of interest is that our paths crossed just like that. So...
If something is important, It'll eventually happen just like that...
Fate, if you will....

[Kitsunami]

well thats cool :3

no such luck for me then

[Shiori]

Give it time. I am very sure something will lead you. Or you will maybe see something within. Just give it time is all.

[Kira]

^_^

[Kitsunami]

Ah, ive noticed that fates rather not so subtly hinting at something...

Its not a good thing either.

All the past week, cancer adverts and so on and so forth, everywhere, and at work too.

I go into hospital in 2 days to be checked for skin cancer >_>

[GoldKitsu]

Actually Kitsunami that might be because when your aware of something it all of a sudden becomes noticeable.  Used to be I'd learn a word and all of a sudden I'd notice it in a few dozen plances.

[Kitsunami]

I do hope so

Ill find out tommorow though ^^

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