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[Kyuuji]

it`s maybe something similar to P-Shift..
When a big torrent of emotions go trough me i feel no more "being human" and i mostly want to go wild but i can control myself and i feel my muscle acting weirdly [i feel something like bubbles] and i have feeling my face change.
Anyway i think it`s more M or S-Shift

it only happen when i have STRONG emotions

[KaiOT]

Yeah, emotions are good triggers for shifts in a lot of people so it figures that strong emotions lead to strong shifts. 

[Kira]

 
Emotions, huh?
 
Yeah, I guess they are a good catalyst.
Ever since I fell in love with Kitsunami two weeks ago there have been moments where I... felt odd. Where everything felt wiered, and I got this strange sensation. But there was, like, a wall of sorts. A barrier I couldn't cross even though I already felt my ears and had trouble proceccing the images I saw with my eyes. I could see my desk and monitor and keyboard.... it just didn't make sense anymore. It was just a pattern of colors.
 
And then one morning a week ago while stretching I suddenly awoke lying on the floor, my body twitching uncontrollably. After a time I sat up like a fox and inspected the world around me. I was in a different state of mind than my usual self. I didn't really think or anything, just exploring the world from where I sat, experiencing it as it was. It was awesome.
 
I left that state when my dad got up. It went as quickly as it had come, and I was a college student again.
 

[Kira]

 
I managed to replicate the experience this morning, and this time get some more data from it.
 
During the ending phase of the stretching (I tend to stretch like a feline, front legs first, then hind legs) my thoughts disconnected from my body. It was like I was dreaming for a short time. Eventually, I became aware of my body again, and that it was trashing around madly. The more I became aware of it again, the more it quieted down. However, all what was in my thoughts was left behind in a chaotic heap. I can tell I was thinking about various things at an incredible rate before I got aware of my body again, and then it was like my thoughts and sensations were colliding and interfering with one another, and it ended like a train wreck.
 
I think I shall try to replicate it over and over again, and maybe be able to recall more and more things as I do.

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