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[aaarhus]

One of the many outlooks I have that I would be human in this life, if indeed I'm right and was anything else in a past life (that I can't remember), it's to learn something.
It could have very well been I wanted a sort of vacation... but I think I would need a vacation from this one to make up. ^_^

When you say not able to meet "our kind"... do you mean us as we are now... or would you mean not in actuality?
I almost would not want to... if other kitsune had your mind set... surely I would be killed. Just for being as I am in this life... if you were a kitsune and happened upon me as I am... it sounds like you would kill me.
Knowing your view though I suppose there is forgiveness.

I don't know what other people think... but I know eventually I want to visit Japan again to offer at an Inari shrine home made tofu... A large portion... and then I would end up going home. Or, I would take an offering of tofu every day as long as I remained, and just do so...
I think in general for myself it would be a good idea... if it relates to my outlook of life.

I think I've told you before Taoki... I can't change your view, I can just explain why I don't share it...
 

But that is something to think on... what if you were kitsune in form... and happened upon a human that was kitsune inside. Or, someone of true heart...?

[Taoki]

When I say that, I mean any of my kind as in physical forms too, and other things we can't have in this life. But I am talking about not being able to meet others irl either, not even like this, because of country distances, and human policies and politics about getting and moving in them.

And I would not just go killing like that in reality. And anyway I am trying to fight the feelings of wanting to harm others and I will not decide to do so any more. And of course, others like us I would never harm, not even in this life for anything.

And if you have a friend that understands you like that, I am glad. I know probably not all are so evil... I never really met someone who I consider not-evil in reality, so I am just not used to believing it only from rumors... but I believe you of course, I know.

I guess it depends on my mood or something... I find myself mind shifting often, and saying one thing carelessly once and after that in less then a few hours, feeling guilty and sad I did that. I kow I have this urge against them for a reason, otherwise I wouldn't be feeling about it so strongly. But like I said, I'm probably much too different to ever find an explanation for. I do want to know the truth, but I don't think I'll ever get to see it clearly.

[Ashoova]

I apoligize but I must interject. FIrst off I appoligize For what my older sisters have done to the Kitsune courts. It really is absoulutly horendous. For this reason infact I am currently putting a plan in the works to overthrow her throne for she is not fit to run the kindom. ANd I know Taoki- san that this will be hard to hear but it's all true. THe torture, THe killings... Everything. All of which was insigated by Sephia and Sophi/masia. Gomen Gomen. Don't worrie though Soon her rein of evil shall be gone and peace will be restored. and once againg Gomen nasi.

[Kuro]

....The Courts are led by the Celestial Family, headed by Inari-sama.  No one kami other than Her could lead the courts.  Please, don't ever spew fluff like this again, unless you wish to get permabanned.  It's personally insulting as well as just wrong.

[Taoki]

Hmm... Ashoova has a point to what she believes, and even if she may be wrong it's best to hear her out and talk about it. I don't consider she clearly said fluff right now because in such a topic the truth may always vary so don't worry, it's ok. I have to say I'm not fully sure about this either, but if possible I wouldn't mind hearing more. And Ash, sorry because Kuro and some others here including myself are more harsh when it comes to this. The forum had big problems related to fluff, lies and posers which is why we are very cautious nowadays when it comes to this and worry very easily. So yes we may be careful until we are sure sometimes.

Now, about the topic of the courts; It's sad to hear this if it's true... I don't really know what to think and say. We also must realize that noone (or hardly anyone) can know 100% certain what goes on back there in our home. What matters if such evil truly exists there however is for it to be stopped. So if it is true, I dearly hope order will be restored. If you can indeed do anything about it under any way, then please do so. I learned that fear and terror is a thing that noone deserves to live in, and such a thing shall not be left where it is and -must- be stopped.

[Ashoova]

Kuro you are right that the COurts are led by inari-sama. However, Below her are the ruling celestials thouth of as DUkes/dutchesses and such. I never berated Mi'lady inari and I never will. WHat I spaek is not fluff or lies. I speak the truth.

[Taoki]

Kuro you are right that the COurts are led by inari-sama. However, Below her are the ruling celestials thouth of as DUkes/dutchesses and such. I never berated Mi'lady inari and I never will. WHat I spaek is not fluff or lies. I speak the truth.

That could be possible if I think about it, yeah. Now I'm not perfectly sure at all how the courts are... I mean if I didn't hear it from other kitsune I wouldn't even know for sure if there are any. But usually such systems do split and subdivide like that so such things may be possible.

[Kuro]

* would simply like to remind you that, while you might very well be right about one of the members, speaking ill of the courts, especially in front of some of the members of our clan, is of dire consequence *

I don't appreciate family members and friends of the family being insulted by people they have worked beside, and that I intend to work beside.

[Seeker]

As I'm sure I've posted here before, any Heavenly Court as such is likely to be closely linked in structure an operation to the Feudal Courts of medieval Japan, where they likely would have had their start/would have influenced men to copy. I would suggest doing some research on that and see if anything clicks.

[Taoki]

* would simply like to remind you that, while you might very well be right about one of the members, speaking ill of the courts, especially in front of some of the members of our clan, is of dire consequence *

I don't appreciate family members and friends of the family being insulted by people they have worked beside, and that I intend to work beside.

I understand what you mean and how you feel about this, but yet it worries me to hear about how such things could be true. I mean, what if they actually are? Are you 100% sure things are all calm and normal over there? I have a bunch of horrible memories and I think it would be very important to determine if there are some things out of control back there. Because if there are and nothing is done about it, we return back to our home thinking everything is well then we suddenly end up to some cruel judge who will lock you in a nightmare realm cuz he/she doesn't like something you did or thought. Also she didn't mean to insult anyone on purpose, and was only talking about a certain subdivision of the courts. Lady Inari may be keeping things under control as best as she can, but what if someone under her lead got out of control? Just want to get to the truth here, and know if there really is something to worry about out there.

[Kuro]

If something like this were to actually happen, they wouldn't be letting me sit here by myself with only the occasional check-in, I guarantee it.  <.<;

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